Liberty Weekend

Liberty Weekend

My favorite way to spend the 4th of July weekend is at the beach, as I’ve done for the last three years. I have an affinity for Manhattan and Hermosa beaches, as do all of the rowdiest high school and college kids, who enjoy getting 

In Reverence to Enjoyment

In Reverence to Enjoyment

One month after my return, Paris is with me still, casting itself over my every experience like a transparency overlay.  In the morning, when I walk to my driveway and get in my car, another version of me continues walking down a narrow 17th-century cobblestone 

Vitality, Energy, Spirit

Vitality, Energy, Spirit

I’ve recently had a new and unexpected experience in Los Angeles: that of a cancer patient.  Here’s what I learned: people get cancer.  Even if they’re pursuing their dreams. Over the years, I’ve thought about cancer a lot, actually.  I’ve made adjustments in my diet 

The People of Hollywood, Part 1: Jimmy

The People of Hollywood, Part 1: Jimmy

In the heart of Hollywood, at the foot of Griffith Park and just east of the Walk of Fame lies a street lined with tall, supple date palms.  Their green and orange bursts of foliage frame a corridor of sky that leads straight to the 

The City Observed: Cafe Culture

The City Observed: Cafe Culture

I’ve always had a thing for cafes. It began in high school, with a search for a personal identity. (That’s an interesting time in a teenager’s life – her first unaccompanied forays into social activities. What one chooses to do, where one chooses to go, 

Ongoing Love Affair

Ongoing Love Affair

As of two days ago, I have lived in Los Angeles for two years, and California for nearly five. It was 85 degrees downtown just one hour ago. It is 5:30pm now, and there are a good two hours of daylight left, after the recent 

To Sleep; To Wake

To Sleep; To Wake

I have a hard time going to bed.  I have a hard time getting up. It is 11:56 pm.  My husband and I are people of routine, generally speaking, and our bedtime is 11:00pm.  At that time this evening, we were mixing cocktails while enwrapped 

Desire and Her Doubts

Desire and Her Doubts

I read nearly anything, but especially Hermann Melville, Joan Didion, E.B. White or Virginia Woolf, and I am urgently compelled to be a writer.What if being a writer is my true identity, and all this time I’ve just been distracting myself from myself?  (Then, write 

To Be a Casting Assistant

To Be a Casting Assistant

At an audition this week, I noticed a repetitive scene playing out in the casting room adjacent to the one I was waiting to enter. Door swings ajar. CASTING ASSISTANT steps out to summon the next ACTOR. ACTOR enters as ASSISTANT closes the door behind 

The Comfort of a Cocktail

The Comfort of a Cocktail

I used to be intimidated by alcohol.  I didn’t know what to do with it but pour it into half a glass of orange juice or Coca Cola, neither of which I like very much.  In recent years, though, I’ve begun to understand it.  There